break up poem

look back with longing eyes and know that i will follow
for then without
out of the window a sea of green trees
melancholy, blue it was
and with the humming bird
not from the whole wide world
friend, whose smile has come to be
of sun nor stars
give me hunger
see i give myself to you
often is it not so?
have we no shame?
there by the window in the old house
simply speaking